"If You Don't Understand"
by Paul Lytle
He said, "Naked I came from my mother's womb, And naked I shall return there. The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away. Blessed be the name of the LORD."
Job 1:21
Saw a friend back home,
He drifted into town again
A little bad luck following behind
And he said, "Friend I've seen
The river from the valley
But when I walk I can't seem to find."
So he said between the lines
I thought I heard it true
Maybe not in so many words
But I thought on all the
Times we sat and just conversed
And not a time the spirit stirred
If you don't understand
Then come in for a closer view
I'm not giving up on you
Again
If you can't comprehend
Then step up and taste the brook
You won't take a second look
Again
He laughed and said that I
Had always been an easy prey
Then turned his mind to the latest Astros' game
But there was something
Quickening within his words
And nothing after every seemed quite the same
If you don't understand
Then come in for a closer view
I'm not giving up on you
Again
If you can't comprehend
Then step up and taste the brook
You won't take a second look
Again
And I don't understand
Of all my prayers and pleadings
Why sowing brings so seedlings
Again
And I can't comprehend
But it's not mine to question why
I just sit and abide
Again
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Heavenly Father, I pray that You use me to further Your will. Like Job, I will probably not know why things are happening as they are. I will probably not directly see the fruits of my labors. But give me the comfort of knowing that You are in control, and give me the peace to say, "Blessed be the name of the LORD," in all times, good or bad.
I had a friend in a Bible Study I attended for a while. Of everyone in that particular Bible Study, she is the most recent convert to Christianity, but in many ways she is more mature than all of us. Her heart never ceases to seek God's will, and it pains her greatly to know that there are people who do not know the Lord. I cannot explain the love and growth that her mere questions have forced upon the group, but many of those questions have been very hard to answer. There have been times when she has become very frustrated that her witnessing does not seem to affect anyone.
Christ used sowing and reaping many times in the Bible. In Matthew 13, He likens the Word of God to seeds strewn about a field. Some of the seeds land on the road, some on rocks, some amongst thorns, and some in good soil. Those who hear the Word but do not understand it are like the seeds on the road. Some hear the Word and embrace it, but they have no foundation, and they cannot learn quickly enough. At the slightest whim they are ruined. These are like the seeds on the stone. Others hear, but the world becomes too much with them, and the Word is choked out of them. These are like the seeds amongst the thorns. Lastly, the seeds that fall in good soil grows to produce more seeds, and he himself thrives.
What is our job in all of this? It is to toss out seeds. Some will grow, and others will not. Some will seem to die and then rise up later. Many stalks we will never see, but we have thrown the seed. Sometimes, that is enough.
There have been countless times when we are just frustrated at a friend or relative who will not hear the Word. Many of us do not feel it quite so deeply as this woman has, but we feel it deeply enough. We have all wished to cry out to the Lord, "Why, O Father, will my seeds not take root?" The trouble is, they aren't my seeds, but the seeds of He who sent me. The Spirit makes them grow, not me.
It is not my job to make the seeds grow. I did not die upon the Cross for that person. I cannot save him. Because we feel something deeply does not mean that we know something deeply. We cannot love as God does, we cannot know as He does, we cannot feel in that way, and we cannot understand everything that is going on. We must simply keep planting the seeds. We must continue in prayer and meditation, and we must follow the path that God sets for us. There is no more that we can do.
-Paul
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